Do it to me.Bury me so deepDo it to me. by mandygene
that I can't dig myself out.
Bury me alive,
so I have time to pray before I die.
limb from limb.
Rip of skin.
Let my blood dance
between your finger tips.
Take away my will to live.
Inject me with your poison.
Let my heart stop beating
and rip it out.
Keep it safe.
Hold me under.
Let the water fill my lungs.
Scar me deep.
I'll let you.
I just wanted you to know.....I remember the lightI just wanted you to know..... by mandygene
from across the water,
It could have never been more perfect.
It was better with you there.
But in my nightmares you're not.
And I wake to realize that,
the nightmare is real.
I remember your eyes.
They shone with some foriegn emotion.
One that no one had ever shown me.
And I want to see them again.
But I already deleted every picture of you.
And in my dreams, you have no eyes.
The world is so much darker
without the love directed to me.
I remember the storm.
My fear that you pushed away.
your calmness that flowed through me.
I remember the kiss.
Our first and only.
My heart went wild.
I dreamt about it all the time.
And then the kiss stopped replaying
after you were gone.
I remember the double-date.
Us and the other lovebirds.
And during that movie,
I wanted you to hold my hand so badly,
and you didn't.
And I couldn't.
I regret not taking your hand in mine.
And then waiting for our ride home,
you said the words I was waiting for.